Fic: Love You More
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miss_m_cricketTitle: Love You More
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miss_m_cricket
Fandom: Star Trek Reboot!
Pairing: Jim Kirk/Bones McCoy
Rating: Pg-13
Disclaimer: You think I own any of this? Nuts, you are.
A/N: So after um my last fic, which turned out to be a bit of a tear fest, I thought I should provide something nice and light and fluffy!
Summary: I stand there at the bar, watching you and him, over the top of my glass.....
Love you More
I stand there at the bar, watching you and him, over the top of my glass.
You are gesticulating, looking confused, helpless and almost pleading, and he is standing in a stance of immovability, his arms folded.
He isn’t moved by the pain in your eyes, he doesn’t feel the ache that I’m feeling under my sternum for you.
He pushes away, leaves the room, and exits your life as your lover.
I watch as you slump against the wall, all alone, fighting your pain like you have for a hundred hurts before.
I’m halfway across the room before I realise what I’m doing. I stand in front of you before I can change my mind. I’m beside you, wrapping you in my arms before sense kicks in.
You cling to me, knowing it is me, because it is always me here for you. Every time someone walks away you turn, prepared to fight on your own and you find me standing there still, waiting for you.
This time however is different.
You look up at me, your pale blue eyes gently searching mine.
“Why are you always here Bones?”
I smile softly at you.
“You're my friend.”
“Just your friend?”
My heart shudders at your words.
Never, never, never just a friend! Never!
I dither.
You don’t.
You lean up and gently press your lips to mine.
I am stunned and then suddenly realise what is happening. You’ve just had your heart broken, you are searching for comfort. You don’t love me.
I gently push you away, ignoring every sense in my body screaming that I am moving in the wrong direction.
“You don’t know what you are doing Jim.”
You lean forward and your words in my ear send a shiver down my spine.
“No, Bones. I know exactly what I’m doing.”
I can feel my willpower leeching away, blown far away by those soft exhalations on my ear.
I try once more.
“Jim...”
“Bones.” You interrupt me. Then you bite my ear.
I gasp, feeling all the strength flee.
“I don’t want anyone else.” Jim growls in my ear.
“B-but...Spock...” Jim smiles deviously.
“He did well didn’t he. I could see how jealous you were Bones, how much you wanted to yank him away from me. See how you wanted to be the one with your arm around my waist. Wanted to be the one with me...”
I am drowning, this is so confusing.
Then it clicks.
“You tricked me…” I gasp, arching as you bite my neck.
“I won you. Fair and square.” Suddenly you are vulnerable again, “Was I right? I thought you liked me...I could make you love me Bones; I mean people can fall in love with time, its happened. I could be really good to you Bones, only please give me a chance, I love you….”
I silence you with a kiss.
You smile lazily up at me.
“...and I never doubted you for a second.”
I help you up off the floor and pull you with me out into the hallways of your Ship.
As we walk I growl over my shoulder.
“You are a wicked man Kirk.”
You grin unashamedly back.
“You know you love it.”
I roll my eyes but kiss you anyway, ignoring the grins of the crew passing us.
“Yeah I do.”
Author:
miss_m_cricketFandom: Star Trek Reboot!
Pairing: Jim Kirk/Bones McCoy
Rating: Pg-13
Disclaimer: You think I own any of this? Nuts, you are.
A/N: So after um my last fic, which turned out to be a bit of a tear fest, I thought I should provide something nice and light and fluffy!
Summary: I stand there at the bar, watching you and him, over the top of my glass.....
Love you More
I stand there at the bar, watching you and him, over the top of my glass.
You are gesticulating, looking confused, helpless and almost pleading, and he is standing in a stance of immovability, his arms folded.
He isn’t moved by the pain in your eyes, he doesn’t feel the ache that I’m feeling under my sternum for you.
He pushes away, leaves the room, and exits your life as your lover.
I watch as you slump against the wall, all alone, fighting your pain like you have for a hundred hurts before.
I’m halfway across the room before I realise what I’m doing. I stand in front of you before I can change my mind. I’m beside you, wrapping you in my arms before sense kicks in.
You cling to me, knowing it is me, because it is always me here for you. Every time someone walks away you turn, prepared to fight on your own and you find me standing there still, waiting for you.
This time however is different.
You look up at me, your pale blue eyes gently searching mine.
“Why are you always here Bones?”
I smile softly at you.
“You're my friend.”
“Just your friend?”
My heart shudders at your words.
Never, never, never just a friend! Never!
I dither.
You don’t.
You lean up and gently press your lips to mine.
I am stunned and then suddenly realise what is happening. You’ve just had your heart broken, you are searching for comfort. You don’t love me.
I gently push you away, ignoring every sense in my body screaming that I am moving in the wrong direction.
“You don’t know what you are doing Jim.”
You lean forward and your words in my ear send a shiver down my spine.
“No, Bones. I know exactly what I’m doing.”
I can feel my willpower leeching away, blown far away by those soft exhalations on my ear.
I try once more.
“Jim...”
“Bones.” You interrupt me. Then you bite my ear.
I gasp, feeling all the strength flee.
“I don’t want anyone else.” Jim growls in my ear.
“B-but...Spock...” Jim smiles deviously.
“He did well didn’t he. I could see how jealous you were Bones, how much you wanted to yank him away from me. See how you wanted to be the one with your arm around my waist. Wanted to be the one with me...”
I am drowning, this is so confusing.
Then it clicks.
“You tricked me…” I gasp, arching as you bite my neck.
“I won you. Fair and square.” Suddenly you are vulnerable again, “Was I right? I thought you liked me...I could make you love me Bones; I mean people can fall in love with time, its happened. I could be really good to you Bones, only please give me a chance, I love you….”
I silence you with a kiss.
You smile lazily up at me.
“...and I never doubted you for a second.”
I help you up off the floor and pull you with me out into the hallways of your Ship.
As we walk I growl over my shoulder.
“You are a wicked man Kirk.”
You grin unashamedly back.
“You know you love it.”
I roll my eyes but kiss you anyway, ignoring the grins of the crew passing us.
“Yeah I do.”
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Date: 2009-09-22 01:14 am (UTC)the bunnies eat me...and this time its like Crossover AU stuff...Leonard as a Knight....oh boy
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Date: 2009-09-22 02:01 am (UTC)Well now that I've recovered from that last fic:*flails her hands spastically* THIS IS PERFECT. THE PACING IS PERFECT. THE NEEDY!JIM IS PERFECT. THE KISSING AND BITING IS PERFECT. Can I say it again? PERFECT.
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Date: 2009-09-22 02:40 am (UTC)I love jealous!Bones and sneaky!Jim. The way Jim bounces from confident to vulnerable and back again is so AMAZINGLY GOOD! And...just...yes. No more sniffling and watery eyes now! ;)
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Date: 2009-09-24 01:18 am (UTC)*pets him fondly*
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Date: 2009-09-22 06:16 pm (UTC)Aw, nasty Jim! :P But it worked out *G*
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Date: 2009-09-24 01:19 am (UTC)xD
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